I will go to bed soon, I just have so much on my mind I thought I would use my blog to spurt it out.
I’m really angry at myself right now. Remember how I said I wouldn’t make the same mistake again? Yeah, right, here I stand again.
Started to open up, think that a person cared for me, I really feel pushed away and that what I felt was a problem was pushed back on me.
I know everything is my fault, I know I’m the one at fault, I know I’m the only one that can mess up and I’m the only one that ever need to apologize.
I cant even write it down, I just want to cry but I don’t do that stuff anymore.
Single, I can keep it up, I have lot of things to do.
I was stupid for thinking anything would ever change~~